Height: 5'7
LW: 160ish
HW:219
SW:218
CW:213
GW: 200, 195, 190, 185, 180, 175, 170, 165, 160.
I used to be skinny. I'm going back to that, whatever it takes.
LW: 160ish
HW:219
SW:218
CW:213
GW: 200, 195, 190, 185, 180, 175, 170, 165, 160.
I used to be skinny. I'm going back to that, whatever it takes.
Needing to be thin.
My blog isn’t going to be very healthy anymore. I apologize.
He wants to have sex, to touch
you, to feel something. You can’t
help but fold yourself up, trying
to squeeze your body together
into the smallest ways. You do
not feel beautiful, to see him want
you physically pains you. Much like
that empty stomach. Much like
the barely-healed scars on your
thighs you’re trying to hide as you
push them against your stomach
that is far too fat to love.
you, to feel something. You can’t
help but fold yourself up, trying
to squeeze your body together
into the smallest ways. You do
not feel beautiful, to see him want
you physically pains you. Much like
that empty stomach. Much like
the barely-healed scars on your
thighs you’re trying to hide as you
push them against your stomach
that is far too fat to love.
- February 2011. (via sadlittlewords)
